Friday, May 16, 2008

7:58 PM

Dun ask me for the title, there are none...

why are human selfish by nature?
i dun get it...
only they can have trouble and not me?
Come on la... i'm not superman...
even superman's heart is soft despite of his hard body...
i may be keeping quiet... but doesn't make it as i dun have feeling...
and i'm DAMN BLOODY DUN UNDERSTAND why these thing keep happening on me?
am i too good to be pick on?
Come on la god...
Does disturbing my life makes you smile?
if it does... WHY DUN YOU COME STRAIGHT AT ME!!!
Rather than making things happen around me...

-Why the friends around me always have to leave me?
-Why must i see them suffer?
-Why can't they understand me?
-Why can't they be like me act as normal as nothing happen...
-Why in the end everything become my fault...
-Why Why Why...
-Why can't i see that the world as what i dun believe...
-Why can't i Have a group of friends like what i always wanted?
-Why why why why why why why...

I'm so damn tired man...
why can't it be my turn to rest...
CAN'T you see i am damn bloody giving in alot le?
Maybe i should be back my old self and live my life as a da shao ye...

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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of her emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

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